I woke up this morning hungry for change and not knowing where to start. Too long I have walked without recognising the Divine. Too long I have tried to control everything out of a need to feel safe. I haven't allowed the breath of the Divine to blow the winds of change into me freely. I have not trusted that God would give me only the experiences right for me. I'm ashamed at my fear, but stuck in the habit of it all. I have paralized my life, my body and now have to climb out of the deep hole. Please pray for me.
The more classes I do, the more I realize these things and the more it makes me want more. Perhaps I'm just being impatient...
Posted 3/8/2008 1:50 PM (#3785 - in reply to #3784) Subject: RE: Divine Breath
Ohh, please do not feel ashamed. Remember that we are human. Yes, we are spiritual beings, however we are having a human experience. Many things can cause us to be closed and not recognize our Divine. To suddenly be aware and open is beautiful. Be kind to yourself, trust your instinct and allow yourself to be guided, in your own time. Trust that you will see your beam of light. Might I say, you already have, this morning. Trust yourself and Trust this process. Trust that you are where you are supposed to be. Love yourself.
Posted 3/14/2008 5:37 PM (#3822 - in reply to #3784) Subject: RE: Divine Breath
Location: California, USA
So, I spent a long time the other day with myself and I realize where I went wrong. Now I just need to get back on track. It might take a while but at least the path is back in focus for me. Or at least the beginnning of it anyway. Now, if I could just pick up on my work here. I've neglected the classes for the past few weeks because of some things that happened w/ me and now I'm finding trouble picking up my momentum again.